Well..
This site is my secret hideout.
You will know part of my life stories from this blog.
After reading previous posts you will see me as a medical student and a doctor.
I finished my study and also got a bachelor degree.
So what should be now?
I should be a doctor if i have studied medicine for years.
I have passed through jobless life.
I was unemployed since after graduation. I considered to join civil service as a government doctor.
But I gave up . I didn’t answer civil service entrance examination though i registered to answer.
My classmates are already working in hospitals now. I am not sure they are happy or not .But I am sure some of them will be satisfied for the life they had chosen.
There is an organization which i am volunteering as a youth.
It is MMCWA. You know that I didn’t know about any of this organization.
I have never thought of to work there after my study.
It is an NGO but not the type which i know as NGO.
It is primarily founded by government last 20 years ago. Now, It standing its own funding and no more supportive from government though its activities are somehow relating with government.
My friend wondered and envy me for getting a place that everybody can’t be reachable.
I know this as some of my fortunate . My attitude and belief is totally opposite .
But the fortune set me to stay here.
I don’t have any choice now. I know what I belief and what I am happy to do.
I am in the place where i am not happy to work or motivate .
It will be lasting for over a year . I hope i will be free after that . I want to live independently and want to speak loudly with no fear.As long as my destination is not clear yet, I will be a man with fear and stress.
