We have been worried to face tomorrow .
Tomorrow is gold for some people.
Tomorrow is nightmares for some.
Everybody want to possess a successful life.
This is no doubt, right.?
Sometimes , people asked you , what do you want to be?
“What is your destiny. ”
Is this a difficult answer for you?
Yes, it does for me.
I’ve studied 6 years in medical school.
Everything was bright,shine and hopeful during school life.
Your goal is to pads exams regularly and to grab a degree at the end.
I thought that we will a boss after graduation.
Everything will be ok and every opportunities will be waiting for us.
I have never thought that was a stupid idea, you know?
I have even dreamed to develop a hospital with my friends.
This’s a candle in the wind.
I can dream too much but I can’t do too much.
You can’t search a piece of money in reality.
Your family can’t provide money for you.
And, you don’t want any supportive anymore.

I’m still childish and I can’t accept it yet.
The university gave as many academic theories, knowledges and skills.
But. They can’t offer how to make money.
As a result, I can’t make money when my friends do it like a boss.
“Doctor”

Have you ever thought of yourself as a doctor?
I have forgotten my character in this story.
I have forgotten my strength,my stethoscope, my duty coat and my skills.
I knew I am not that stupid guy in medicine.
I don’t have courage and energy to drive my life as a savior to lives.

It’s the end.
I’m still in darkness.