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A rookie web developer

I am developing a website project for the first time. I only had experience in building blog and writing .Perhaps, I considered too shallow. The real work I am confronting is harder than I expected.

Starting from building local server and installed WordPress on wamp. Finding themes and plugins were all big challenges for me. I thought  if  I downloaded my favorite theme into word press , all the contents will automatically be appeared.

In reality, my imagination was totally wrong. It was not that easy to develop a pro like website without prior knowledge on web developing . Even though you can skip all coding steps with wizard tools  these days, we should have known the basic structure of widgets and page builder to construct webpages.

Actually, I didn’t even know that there were various page builders to make beautiful pages.

The sketch of webpage was already being seen in my mind but I could not find perfect tools to shape my imagination into graphic content.

I spent my whole day to work on website project. Not having complete data is also a head aching part of me. I think it is even more difficult than making mobile apps .

This was just the phase of developing pages. Uploading on server is also a battlefield. Everything started from zero. I started from zero knowledge.

I had to buy domain name and hire server to host website. I haven’t seen my payment until now.

Actually, I am discouraged and upset. I was investing my time, learning, computer, internet fee in this project.

My computer is almost dead. She is running too slow and internet is even slower than snail.

These all are challenges while I am developing website as a rookie.

But,this is the work I accepted, so I have to finish it.

There is no reason to be weeping around. I just write it down how did I feel during work.

 

ကျနော် ဖန်တီးနေသော app များ

ပရိတ်သတ်တွေထဲက မေးနေတဲ့သူတွေ လည်း အများကြီး ရှိနေပြီ  ဖြစ်တဲ့အတွက်
2016 အတွက် app ကို ကျွန်တော် မြန်မြန်လုပ်နေပါတယ်။
တစ်ယောက်တည်း လုပ်ရတာဆိုတော့ ထင်သလောက်တော့ မတွင်ဘူးပေါ့ဗျာ။
စာတွေ ပြန်ရိုက်ဖို့ကတော့ ဘယ်လိုမှ ကိုယ်တိုင်မလုပ်နိင်တော့ဘူး။
ဒီတစ်ခေါက် app ကို နောင် ထပ်ပြီး update လုပ်ချင်ရင် အများပို လွယ်ကူအောင် အားလုံးကို online based လုပ်ထားတယ်။
သုံးတဲ့သူက တစ်ခေါက် internet ဖွင့်ပြီး ဒေတာ တွေ ယူဖို့လိုတယ်။ ပြီးရင်တော့ offline ဖတ်လို့ ရပြီ။
ပုံတွေကော စာတွေကော အားလုံးနီးပါးကို app ထဲတစ်ခါတည်းမထည့်တော့ဘူး။
အခု စမ်းကြည့်တော့ app က သိသိသာသာ သွက်လာတယ်။

ဒေတာတွေကို ကျနော် ပြစေချင်သလို ပုံပေါ်ဖို့ ဘယ်လို လုပ်မလဲ စဉ်းစားရတာလည်း နည်းနည်းတော့ လက်ဝင်တယ်။
များသောအားဖြင့် google service တွေ ပဲသုံးတယ်။

အခြား developer တွေနဲ့ လုပ်ပုံကိုင်ပုံမတူတဲ့အတွက် အဖြေ ကို ကိုယ့်ဘာသာ ထိုင်စဉ်းစားရတာများတယ်။
တစ်ခါတစ်လေ တော့ လည်း အိပ်ပြီးစဉ်းစားတယ်။
တကယ်တော့ app ရဲ့ လုပ်ပုံကိုင်ပုံတွေက အိပ်ရင်းနဲ့ အိမ်မက် ထဲက တွေ့တဲ့ အဖြေတွေ နဲ့ လုပ်ထားတာပဲ။

ကျွန်တော် wizard tool သုံးတယ်။
အဲဒီ tool ကိုထုတ်ပေးတဲ့ ပြင်သစ်က လူတွေတောင်
သူတို့ tool နဲ့ ဒါမျိုးလုပ်လို့ရမရ စဉ်းစားမိသလားပဲ။

ကိုယ်ရည်သွေးတာများသွားပြီ။
ဟားဟား
တကယ်က ကိုယ်လုပ်ထားတာလေးကြည့်ပြီး ကျေနပ်မိလို့ပါ။

ဒီတစ်ခေါက်တော့ တရားအစွဲ မခံရပါစေနဲ့ ဆုတောင်းတယ်။
😀

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March notes

As the end of March is closed, I have to finish up my tasks asap.
There are projects i need to wrap up during this month.
The one is mobile app and another one is website.
And then,there is another personal affair i need to do myself.
I have to release an android horoscope app for this year ,2016 but haven’t touched any work yet.
I have to retype all the hard copies to online publishable soft copies.
Since i was alone all the time, i have no spare person to do for me.
Although i hired some people for typing, it didn’t significantly reduce my workload.
They are so annoying and always complaint.
Only 35% of typing was finished.
And i am thinking and thinking how to redesign this year app.
Actually , i don’t want to use previous one though it was really beautiful.
I have some limitations in developing the design i really want.
This time I want to convert some of offline contents to available online only.
Because, the income i generated from app had reduced when i released with offline version.
They didn’t need to open internet to read contents,  no internet no ads and no ads no money.
But,switching from offline to online is not too easy to me.
Firstly, i need to find the concept ,then need to consider about font issue, screen number, file size, ans duration to develop it.
I am so messed up now.
Don’t get any fresh idea to do so.
Another website project i accepted to do was also need to finish .
I still don’t know how to upload to server. I need to ask my fri, web developer.I thought that he would be helping me during developent.
But, he was busy with his own affairs and I did it myself by researching on google.

My fris , my best mates near me can’t really help.
I am all alone doing these work.

Sometimes sad, sometimes lonely, sometimes i need a warm hug.
Sometimes i need somebody to tightly hug.

I am a leo who is stubborn,arrogant and agressive.

Sometimes, i am a weak cat lying on the floor hoping nothing but love.

ကြိတ်၍မျိုချလိုက်ရတဲ့ ဒေါသ

ကြိတ်၍မျိုချလိုက်ရတဲ့ ဒေါသတွေ ရှိတယ်။

ကျွန်တော် တစ်ခါတစ်လေ လူတွေ အတွက် အခမဲ့ လုပပ်ပေးတာတွေရှိတယ်။
ဥပမာ မိုဘိုင်း appတွေကို အလကားထုတ်ပေးတာမျိုးပေါ့။

ကျွန်တော် ၂၀၁၃ ခုနှစ်တည်းကနေ ဗေဒင် appတွေပုံမှန်ထုတ်လေ့ရှိပါတယ်။
အဲဒီတုန်းတည်းက နာမည်ကြီးဗေဒင်ဆရာ တစ်ယောက်ရဲ့ နှစ်စဉ် ဟောကိန်း စာအုပ်ထဲက အကြောင်းအရာတွေကို application ထဲမှာ ပြန်လည် ကူးယူဖော်ပြနေတာပါ။

၂၀၁၄ ခုနှစ်မှာလူကြိုက်များခဲ့တယ်။
၂၀၁၅ မှာ ကျနော် အပင်ပန်းခံပြီး အသေးစိတ် ပြင်ဆင် ပြီးထုတ်ဝေခဲ့တယ်။
ဖြစ်ချင်တော့ ကျွန်တော်ထုတ်တဲ့ အချိန်က အရမ်းစောသွားတယ်။
ကျွန်တော် မူပိုင်ခွင့်နဲ့ပတ်သက်ပြီး ပြဿနာ ဖြစ်မလို ဖြစ်တယ်။
ဒါကြောင့် ကျနော် တစ်လ လုံး မစားမအိပ် အချိန်ပေးလုပ်ထားတဲ့ ကျနော့်ရဲ့ app ကို playstore ကပြန်ဖယ်ခဲ့ရတယ်။
ရင်ထဲမှာ နာကျင်စိတ် အပြည့်နဲ့ပေါ့ဗျာ။
လူလည်းတော်တော် စိတ်လေ ပြီး လွင့်သွားတယ်။

ကျနော် app တွေကို free ထုတ်ပေမယ့် ရပ်တည်နိုင်တယ်ဆိုတာ app ထဲမှာပါတဲ့ banner ကြော်ငြာလေးတွေ ကြောင့်ပါ။
သူဌေးမဖြစ်ပေမယ့် လုပ်ချင်တာဆက်လုပ်ဖို့ လည်ပတ်ရုံလောက်ရှိပါတယ်။
ကျနော်ပေးရတဲ့ အချိန် ရင်းနှီးရတဲ့ ငွေ
ဖြေရှင်းရတဲ့ အခက်အခဲ ပြဿနာတွေ နဲ့ယှဉ်ရင် ကျနော် ပြန်ရတာ ဘာမှ ဖြစ်လောက်စရာ မရှိပါဘူး။
တဖြည်းဖြည်းနဲ့ အားပေးတဲ့ သူတွေ များလာတာက နေ အားတစ်ခုအနေ နဲ့ ဆက်လက် လည်ပတ်နေတာ။
တစ်ခါတစ်လေ ဒီနှစ်ကုန်ရင် ရပ်လိုက်တော့မယ် ဆက်မလုပ်တော့ ဘူး စဉ်းစားပေမယ့် နှစ်ကုန်တိုင်းတောင်းဆိုနေ တဲ့ သူတွေကြောင်ဘ ကျနော် အမြဲ စိတ်ပြန်ပြောင်းခဲ့ရတယ်။
ဒါပေမယ့် လူတွေက ခက်တယ်ဗျာ။
သူတို့ ဘာမှ ပြန်ပေးထားတာမရှိတဲ့ အရာတစ်ခုကို အခမဲ့လည်း လိုချင်တယ်။
ကွန်ပလိန့်ကလည်း အရမ်းတက်တယ်။
တစ်ခါတစ်လေ အီးမေးလ်ထဲရောက်လာတဲ့ စာတွေမှာ လေသံတွေက အထက်စီး အရမ်းဆန်တယ်။
ပိုက်ဆံယူလို့မရသေးတဲ့ အခြေအနေ အွန်လိုင်း ငွေကြေးစနစ်တွေ မရှိသေးတဲ့
အခြေအနေမှာ အခမဲ့ ပေးနေတာတွေကိုယူပြီး
အလကားရတာသူတို့ ရဲ့ ရပိုင်ခွင့်လို့သဘောထားနေကြ ပြီ။
အခမဲ့လုပ်ပေးသူတိုင်း မချမ်းသာဘူးဆိုတာသူတို့ မသိဘူး။
သူတို့ အလိုလို appတွေ မိုးပေါ်က ကျလာတယ်လို့ထင်လားလဲ မတွေးတတ်ဘူး။
နောက်ကွယ်က စဉ်းစားရတဲ့ ဦးနှောက်
ရင်းနှိးရတဲ့ ငွေ
အချိန် တွေ ကို သူတို့ မမြင်ကြဘူး။
အင်းလေ
တကယ်တော့ မြင်စရာလည်းလိုမှ မလိုတာ။
ကျနော်တို့ လုပ်နိုင်တာက ရတဲ့ နည်းနဲ့ ကိုယ့်အတွက် အကျိုးအမြတ်ကျန်အောင် ယူတတ်ဖို့ပဲ။
အကျိုးအမြတ်မပါတဲ့ မည်သို့သော လုပ်ငန်းကမှ ရေ ရှည် မရပ်တည်နိုင်ဘူး။

တကယ်တော့ ဆက်လက်ရပ်တည်လည်ပတ် လုပ်ငန်းချဲ့ ဖို့အတွက် အကျိုးအမြတ်တစ်ခုကိုတော့ ရအောင်ယူတတ်ရတယ်။

ကျွန်တော် နောက်ဆိုရင်တော့ ကျနော့် app တစ်ချို့ကို အခြားအဖွဲ့ဆီ လက်လွဲှခဲ့မှ ဖြစ်တော့မယ်။
ကိုယ်တိုင်လည်း ဆက်မလုပ်နိုင်တော့ဘူး။
ချဲ့လည်း မချဲ့နိုင်တော့ဘူးလေ။

ဘယ်လို ဖြစ်မလဲတော့ ကျနော် မသိပါဘူး။

၂၃.မတ်လ ၂၀၁၆
ည ၁၀နာရီ ၁၀ မိနစ်

သတင်းထူး

ထူးခြားတဲ့သတင်းပြောရမယ်ဆိုရင် ဒီနေ့ လွှတ်တော်မှာ ဝန်ကြီးစာရင်းကြေငြာတယ်။

ဒေါ်အောင်ဆန်းစုကြည်က ဝန်ကြီးလေးနေရာယူထားမယ်လို့ပြောတယ်။
ပညာရေး
သမ္မတရုံးဝန်ကြီး
လျှပ်စစ်နဲ့စွမ်းအင်
နိုင်ငံခြားရေးဝန်ကြီး
သူ့ကိုနိုင်ငံခြားရေးဝန်ကြီးနေရာယူမယ်လို့ထင်ထားပေမယ့် ဒီလောက်အများကြီးယူမယ်လို့တော့မထင်မိဘူး။
အဖေဆိုရင်ပြောနေတယ်။ သမ္မတရုံးဝန်ကြီးနေရာယူလိုက်ရင်အလိုလိုနေရင်း နေပြည်တော်ကောင်စီကိုပါအုပ်ချုပ်ခွင့်ရသွားပြီတဲ့။
တကယ်ဆိုနေပြည်တော်ကောင်စီက သီးသန့်နယ်မြေလိုမျိိုး ဖြစ်နေတာ။ သီးသန့်အစိုးရပုံစံတစ်ခုနဲ့အုပ်ချုပ်တာမျိုး။ အနားယူသွားတဲ့အရာရှိဟောင်းတွေအတွက်လုံခြုံရေးစီစဉ်ပေးတာကလည်း နေပြည်တော်ကောင်စီလုံခြုံရေးတပ်ဖွဲ့ကပဲ။
တကယ်လို့ဒေါ်အောင်ဆန်းစုကြည်သမ္မတရုံးဝန်ကြီးဆိုရင် နေပြည်တော်ကောင်စီလုံခြံရေးတပ်ဖွဲ့ကိုလည်းစီမံခံ့ခွဲခွင့်ရှိသွားပြီဆိုပြီးပြောနေတယ်။
နောက်ဝန်ကြီးအဖွဲ့ထဲမှာ ပါလာသူတစ်ဦးကတော့ ဆရာဒေါက်တာဖေမြင့်ပါ။
ဆရာဖေမြင့်ကို ပြန်ကြားရေးဝန်ကြီးနေရာပေးထားပါတယ်။
အရမ်းလေးစားရတဲ့စာရေးဆရာ ဆရာဝန်တစ်ဦးဖြစ်တဲ့အတွက် သူပြန်ကြားရေးဝန်ကြီးနေရာရသွားတာကို အရမ်းဝမ်းသာတယ်။
ဆရာ့လို သဘောထားပျော့ပြောင်းနူးညံ့ပြီး လူတွေကို အသိပညာတိုးတက်ချင်စေချင်တဲ့စိတ် ပြင်းပြတဲ့သူတစ်ဦး ရောက်သင့်တဲ့နေရာလို့ပဲထင်ပါတယ်။
ရွေးကောက်ပွဲမှာတုန်းက ခရိုင်ရွေးကောက်ပွဲကော်မရှင်မှာ ဥက္ကဌလုပ်ခဲ့တဲ့အဖေကတော့ပြောတယ်။
သူ မြန်မာနိုင်ငံနောင်ရေးအတွက် စိတ်ချသွားပြီတဲ့။ သူ စေတနာ့ဝန်ထမ်းလုပ်ပေးပြီးတစ်ပြားတစ်ချပ်မှာအကျိုးမရယူခဲ့တာတွေ က တန်ပါတယ်လို့ပြောတယ်။
အဖေကော ကျနော်က ပိုက်ဆံချမ်းသာပေါများသူတွေမဟုတ်ပါဘူး။
ဒါပေမယ့်စားစရာ ရှိတယ် နေစရာရှိတယ် သွားစရာရှိတယ်။
နောက်ပြီး အများအကျိုးအတွက်နိုင်တဲ့နေရာက နေ ကူညီလုပ်ပေးနေတယ်။
ခက်ခဲကျပ်တည်းတာတွေအတွက် တစ်ခါတစ်လေမှာ စိတ်ညစ်ရ တာတွေရှိပေမယ့်
ကိုယ် စိတ်ညစ်ရတာအများကောင်းဖို့ ဆိုတဲ့စိတ်နဲ့လုပ်ခဲ့တာတွေအတွက် တစ်နေ့နေ့တော့
ဖူးပွင့်လာမယ့်အသီးအပွင့်လေးတွေကိုမြင်ရမှာပါ။
အားလုံးနိုင်တဲ့ဖက်ကနေ အစိုးရအဖွဲ့ကိုလမ်းမှန်ပေါ်ရောက်အောင် တော့ ပခုံးထမ်းတင်ပေးပြီးသွားကြပြီ။
ကျနော်လည်း တည်ဆောက်ရေးမှာ ဘယ်နေရာကနေ ဘယ်လိုပါဝင်ခွင့်ရမလဲဆိုတာ ကို စဉ်းစားနေမိတယ်။
ဘာတွေပြင်ဆင်ထားဖို့လိုဦးမလဲလို့ပေါ့လေ။
ဒီအရွယ်မှာ ငွေရှာပြီးချမ်းသာချင်တဲ့စိတ်ရယ်။
ပညာရှာပြီး လူတွေကို အကျိုးပြုချင်တဲ့စိတ်ရယ် ကလွန်ဆွဲနေတယ်။
အခုအချိန်အထိ ဘာမှ ထိထိရောက်ရောက် မစွမ်းဆောင်ခဲ့ရသေးသလိုပဲ။
ဒီထက်ပိုအများကြီးလုပ်နိုင်ပါသေးတယ်။

Self-study

Self-study ဆိုတာကောင်းတယ်ဆိုပေမယ့် သူ့မှာအားနည်းချက်လည်းရှိပါတယ်။

သူ့မှာ ဆရာမရှိတဲ့အတွက် မှားနေရင်ပြင်ပေးမယ့်သူမရှိဘူး။
မလုပ်ချင်ရင်လုပ်ဖို့ ပြောမယ့်သူမရှိဘူး။
စိတ်ဓာတ်ကျနေရင် အားပေးဖို့ဆရာမရှိဘူး။
ကျွန်တော့်မှာ ဆရာမရှိတဲ့အတွက် အထက်မှာပြောထားတာတွေတစ်လှည့်စီဖြစ်တယ်။

Wake me up

I have challenged to myself to write an essay a day to sustain and improve my English writing skill.

Since I left from high school, my formal English study was over. I didn’t have chance to learn as other students during my summer holidays.

So, all the capacity I belonged was far lower than ordinary well trained student.

When I was in school, my English teacher only emphasized me on teaching grammar and phonetics.

May be I was good in reading but listening, writing and speaking skills were horrible.

And then, I had an opportunity to study in one of institute of medicines. Most people assume the stereotype of medical students as they are good in English. But in reality, there are many students like me in school. If my assumption was wrong, maybe I was the only black sheep back there. 😀

Therefore, I had difficulty to learn medical subject when I met with all English based teaching. I could not even construct a sentence properly.

But fortunately for me, the school teacher didn’t focus on grammar and sentence construction. I could even write without a sentence just note.

If the meaning of procedure or mechanisms were able to explained correctly,still so far so good for a student.

So, I went drifting along like that in school. Because of continuous reading day by day and started researching on internet, that experience helped me to improve my English somehow. The main benefit I gained was started from listening English songs and watching English movie with English subtitles.

I could not catch up the subtitle as first, it was still too fast for me. But when there were no movies or series with Myanmar subtitle, I had no choice to watch my fav movies with English sub.

For the speaking and reading, practicing on facebook and blog also helped me to improve. When I saw my written post on facebook back in that time, I even embarrassed myself, terrible writing with many grammar mistakes. Anyway, I hoped my writing became better than old times.

I am still trying to improve my skill because I know myself I am not good in English and I want to be the one like Daw Aung San Su Kyi who is great in both English and Burmese. I have a dream to study in western countries, to reach that far I must find a way to get out of my shell which is too conservative and I don’t fit in here. Hope that dream will come true before I am older.

Adeus Amigo

Some people said that first love is difficult to forget. Yes, it may be right. Let’s get into more details. In which age did you meet with your first love? For me, I don’t know exactly. Crush and first love are all the same? If so, can I count my crush girls on this list? If not, I must say that I found my first love in first year of university . I will never get that feeling again. It was a first day of chemistry class. I was a little anxious in strange environment , Unfamiliar students, teachers and a laboratory. Some students were talking each other. May be they were already friends before. Some were sitting alone and observing carefully on new environment. Some were looking up on books and I didn’t know what to do. After keeping my backpack in a case at the corner of lab room entrance, I walked to my seat . My role number was 411. There were 6seats facing one another in eache table where Bickers and test tubes were standing. My seat was in middle beteen two seats. When I found my number, a girl was sitting blocked on my way. She was on my next seat. I got a trouble. I was hesitated to start a conversation with girls. There was no other choice except to speak out her to get into my place. Actually, she was talking to her fris ,so she couldn’t pay attention me. I raised my voice and speak loudly to her. “Can you give me my way, I want to get inside.” She cuted her conversation and turned to me and moved her seat to make a way for me. When i sat on my seat, I was trying not to face with her. At a glance , I noticed that she was a cute girl . I didn’t have any friends to chat. May be I was not good in finding new friends. She was still speaking to her another friend. Soon after I was sitting on my seat, lecture begun. Lecture was about titration and chemistry equations. my first day was not very a tough day except having a little difficulty to note down the lectures. Two students were being have to cooperate for chemistry practical. Me and that girl next seat had to practice together. I had slow hand writing .So, I can not finish in time. She said me to start practical and she will finish writing. So I started practical alone. I was usually a weird boy among my friends in high school.It was the first time a stranger helped me and gave me a favour. My class year started with a fortunate day. She was my angel. She was the one who gave me light. She was the one who let me know the meaning of university life. She was my good friend and first love.

If I have a time machine, I really want to go back to the very first day to greet my very first love. But now, Adeus Amigo. Today is her BD.

Wish You have a happy life.

Pre Conference Works

This essay is behind the scene stories while we are preparing for an international conference in Myanmar.

I have already written brief explanation about our conference.
This time I am going to write how’d we manage to celebrate it successfully.
In August 2015, when we handover-ed all the tasks related with youth from secretariat office, the first challenge we encountered was calling scholarships.
Until that time, scholarship applications we received was just two.
We had to offer 25 scholarships from Asia Pacific and 25 from Myanmar.
The deadline was on August 31st.
So, we were sure that we could not get enough scholarship applications in time before August 31st.
We decided to move the deadline one month behind.
During one month period, we hoped to receive more than 100 applications to screen out to 50 total.
And then, we promote scholarship news in every possible ways, by disseminating pamphlets, advertising on facebook, sharing to RH community, NGOs and universities. Our scholarship chair went to British council and American Center to share scholarship news.
He had to explain very hard to make students understand what the conference was about and what kind of scholarship we offered.
But, unfortunately ,non of students from BC and AC applied scholarship.
Anyway, the result was satisfactory.
We could see the progress of applications received day by day. Most of the applications came from oversea. Few applications from Myanmar were still received. So, we targeted to more Myanmar youths by advertising from facebook page .
Many of my friends from school also applied scholarships.
Although deadline we set was on 30th September, we had to extend again with the permission from convener.
Another one week was extended.
We got a lot of applications during extended period.
The total number of applications we received was more than 300 for 50 post .
That was a lot of workload to screen out .
from 2 to over 300 in 5 weeks, that was amazing. We already set marking criteria to screen scholars .
But due to the limitation of human resources to screen every essays, we had to move scholar announced date to one week behind.
We also selected scholars from pacific islands.
Actually, we didn’t consider much for their airfares and visa difficulties.Scholars from more remote islands might encounter more difficulties to reach Myanmar. Later the announcement, we faced so many difficulties to arrange trip for scholars.
Some of the scholars didn’t contact again after they have chosen, some of them could not attend , some of them had financial problem to buy tickets before we reimbursed them later.
One of our members even tried to buy tickets with her own personal credit cards to bring them in here. But, we could not overcome every challenges.
If the scholars could pay for themselves , that was ok to reimburse though we could not arrange from our side.
Another one we got shocked just one day ahead to conference was one of our scholars from pacific was stuck in Singapore airport to come to Myanmar.
He said he didn’t have any visa , coz he have to apply VOA in our airport, and Singapore airline didn’t allow him to be on board. Our organizers had to call for hep from Myanmar embassy in Singapore to meet with him at the airport. Finally, he arrived safely in our Naypyitaw international airport.
We were so happy .
Most of the scholars didn’t have direct flight to Naypyitaw because there were few flights landed and no regular schedule at all.
They had to wait for transit in yangon international airport.
Fortunately , there were liaison officers who could help them as soon as they arrived.
During that days, we youth organizers were also preparing at MMCWA HQ for conference.
They were arriving in Napyitaw one week a head before conference.
Some of us had to find items  around Naypyitaw to use in conference and youth garden . Some of us did logistic works.
Some of us did technical works especially to produce youth recommendation and to run smoothly youth marketplace and plenary session.
We worked together all days long till night .
Some of us got even sick and being hospitalized for having diarrhea.
The most memorable time for me, and i am sure it will also be the same for them.
I have yet to write more , but plz stop me in here.
It’s almost 12 :00 and i need to sleep now.
Thank you for reading my bad english.

Arthur

4.3.2016
(11:28 PM)

The end of vague road.

I was being stuck in Naypyitaw for more than 3 years since 2013. Good thing is I learned a lot while i lived here with my family.

I met many people with different colors from different layers. The life is not as simple as back in the school.
This is the life I wanted to see. Though I can not be stable till now, the lessons and experience I learned from people are even previous more than my imagination.
I didn’t know where would I be before I finished my study. Get a bachelor degree, join to civil service and study hard for master and doctorate degrees.
Life is too mainstream and boring for me. I didn’t have any inspiration from the choices my friend tended to do.
So , unstable , even a jobless life is anyhow better than being stacked in one unsatisfied job. Money is essential . That’s right.  I can not always think about money  though I was broke, sometimes I didn’t have any income.
I even feel desperate ,depress when my fris got high salary and they can stand on their own feet.
Sometimes, I wonder what is more important for me? Its fine and not that hard (I hope so) to get a job for me.
I just didn’t want it. Because, I loved independent life. I didn’t want to restrict my abilities  with one specific task.
That’s a problem for me. I want to make my own money not dependent on any visible sources.
My belief and attitude is that  I will never make money from someone’s tears.
In Myanmar, making money is easy if you don’t care about business attitude and ethic. If you really care and consider for everything , your opponents will pass over you with no hesitation.
My country ,Myanmar needs a lot of reform. She needs technicians, scholars ,leaders and experts from different fields.
But, there is a problem here.
Not every technicians and scholars didn’t get their  right  such as facilities, money ,jobs and roles.
 I have seen smart technicians who could not show their talents. People, who only needed to care about development, research, and helping the human world to be a better place , are struggling not only for their respective field development but also for their own surviving.
They can not survive and concentrate on their tasks if they don’t get their right .
Like doctors.
Their salary is very low. Continuous working hours. And competition  is high.They don’t get enough money for their living.
Their degree is just like a JOKE.
Therefore, they forgot most of the ethics studied in school and only make money.
Some young doctors tend to keep ethic while practicing medicine.
But, what they gained was not respect , just patients run away from them.
Finally, they have to follow the patients’ desire even though they are opposite to the ethic they belief.
What’s the point here?
They have to care too much upon money instead of having strong ethic .
This problem is just my opinion while I tried to work as general practitioner after my studied.
I could not do it because I can not follow patient’s wishes if my procedure will harm to them.
I wished from the very beginning to have enough money for living to take care of social development,research and all other things I wanted to do as
a young man.
But, for now all I possess are not money ,but opportunity.
The road I have to walk is still vague. My god of fortunate is absent her duty to give me a light way out of this darkness.

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