The end of vague road.

I met many people with different colors from different layers. The life is not as simple as back in the school.

This is the life I wanted to see. Though I can not be stable till now, the lessons and experience I learned from people are even previous more than my imagination.

I didn’t know where would I be before I finished my study. Get a bachelor degree, join to civil service and study hard for master and doctorate degrees.

Life is too mainstream and boring for me. I didn’t have any inspiration from the choices my friend tended to do.

So , unstable , even a jobless life is anyhow better than being stacked in one unsatisfied job. Money is essential . That’s right.  I can not always think about money  though I was broke, sometimes I didn’t have any income.

I even feel desperate ,depress when my fris got high salary and they can stand on their own feet.

Sometimes, I wonder what is more important for me? Its fine and not that hard (I hope so) to get a job for me.

I just didn’t want it. Because, I loved independent life. I didn’t want to restrict my abilities  with one specific task.

That’s a problem for me. I want to make my own money not dependent on any visible sources.

My belief and attitude is that  I will never make money from someone’s tears.

In Myanmar, making money is easy if you don’t care about business attitude and ethic. If you really care and consider for everything , your opponents will pass over you with no hesitation.

My country ,Myanmar needs a lot of reform. She needs technicians, scholars ,leaders and experts from different fields.

But, there is a problem here.

Not every technicians and scholars didn’t get their  right  such as facilities, money ,jobs and roles.

 I have seen smart technicians who could not show their talents. People, who only needed to care about development, research, and helping the human world to be a better place , are struggling not only for their respective field development but also for their own surviving.

They can not survive and concentrate on their tasks if they don’t get their right .

Like doctors.

Their salary is very low. Continuous working hours. And competition  is high.They don’t get enough money for their living.

Their degree is just like a JOKE.

Therefore, they forgot most of the ethics studied in school and only make money.

Some young doctors tend to keep ethic while practicing medicine.

But, what they gained was not respect , just patients run away from them.

Finally, they have to follow the patients’ desire even though they are opposite to the ethic they belief.

What’s the point here?

They have to care too much upon money instead of having strong ethic .

This problem is just my opinion while I tried to work as general practitioner after my studied.

I could not do it because I can not follow patient’s wishes if my procedure will harm to them.

I wished from the very beginning to have enough money for living to take care of social development,research and all other things I wanted to do as

a young man.

But, for now all I possess are not money ,but opportunity.

The road I have to walk is still vague. My god of fortunate is absent her duty to give me a light way out of this darkness.