JAUK !JAUK! (Typing sound on the keyboard)

June 22 2012…

I always held a dream to own a computer .

My mother questioned me everytime I pester about a computer.

” What your computer can do, this is a waste of money.I can’t afford such an expensive machine”

I didn’t have any words to defend my Mom.

How could i explain about the usefulness of a computer .

I was not born nor raised in a rich family.
I understood about recycling since i was a kid.

I wasn’t familiar with video games,battery toys and Gameboy.

Toys of my childhood life were my Dad’s thick books, Kid Journals, papers, drawing pens and of course the envelopes.
The only place I usually visited was a post office in my town.
I used to draw in some kid journals and they provided incentives whenever my arts were published in journals.

In that way, I got pocket money throughout my childhood life.
Yes, It was not much.

But, I valued that small amount of money because it was my first allowance got from my own work.
It was like selling lemonade during summer break.
I waited every Monday for my father back from his morning walk .
My favourite journal was usually published on Monday.
I became a friend with the editor of that journal when I was not more than 13.
He always encouraged me to draw cartoons and keep sending that to him.
He was a good friend for children of my age.
Because of him, I understood that competition is more important than winning. At that time, I had never been frighten to lose. I had never judged my own works, whether good or bad.

God. I’m saying out of the topic.

Yeah!…

PC is a a gadget I have dreamed for so long.

I had a chance to know the internet in 2006.It was a summer holiday after matriculation examination.
Internet was a term not very well known among people and there was no place you can see it easily.
Therefore, not only my mom , almost every person I knew didn’t know what is internet.

They only thing they knew is that whatever I was doing on the internet is nothing else but chatting.

They actually didn’t know what I was doing.

I could not blame on them.Chatting was what most people do at that time.
I admit that I was also one of them who enjoyed to live in chatting world.

But, after knowing the capability of the internet,my obsession had moved to blogging and exploring the knowledge.
I occasionally downloaded and tested the software that I found on the internet.

I was also stingy to spend my money on something I could not use properly.
Fortunately, good things happened in my life. I got everything what I wanted when I began my study in the university.
My mom was able to buy everything what I need.

This was a miracle, some items were not even in my dream.But, finally I owned it.
A big thing happened in my life and my family when I left my town.
2:49pm

Lunch time is over, nothing is in my bowel.

I am very lonely in the home,away from my fris and my family .

Even not having a beloved one is a challenge for me.
I am going to finish my writing here..
Though I am trying to write in good English,I am just a medical student who is familiar with Latin Medical terms
Besides,caring English Grammar is not the way doctors do.

😃
Just kidding, I am trying to improve myself. Meanwhile, please bear with my bad writing.

The original story was written on June 18 2012 on my blog.
The revised version was produced on March 1st 2017