3 years after glorious graduation day, the first decision I made was to continue my further study.
So, there were two choices that was where would I study?
If I want to continue my study inside the country, I definitely will have to join the civil service.
My mentors advised me not to join civil service since it was too stressful and too many steps for further study.
I followed their advice.
On 2015 February, I decided to study abroad by applying a scholarship.
Before that time, I used to believe that scholarship was for outstanding students.
I was not an outstanding student in the university, didn’t get high credits either.
But, many people told me not to give up my dream, there were many opportunities if you really wanted to apply the scholarship.
Yes, they were right.
There were so many scholarships awarded every year to Burmese students.
First and foremost, my English language proficiency skill was needed to upgrade urgently.Therefore, I attended some IELTS classes in order to understand about the test.
I realized myself that the weakest ones were writing and speaking.
I tried to improve myself by self-practicing.
During that time, I was researching about scholarship providers and the subjects I might interest.
Fortunately, I met a grateful teacher who can guide a lot of things about scholarship,IELTS and even shared about her countless oversea experiences which has truly inspired to me.
At this time, my situation is not quite satisfactory.
No permanent job, although working part time in one of UN organizations.
I am not sure saying part time is true or not.
Mostly, I work over the internet and nobody sees me in person. That is why I felt like a shadow sometimes.
But, I believe, I will be able to overcome all these obstacles before mid 2017.
I am quite confident that my English is in satisfactory level to take the IELTS test.
I must keep going not to lose my goal.
Meanwhile,I will be seeing my friends and my colleagues who are progressing day by day.
I won’t let the depression overwhelming me .

Finally, I would say..
I believe.. I can fly..